The Heaviest Stone

Music and Lyrics by Ethan Deppe

I've got a girlfriend

And she's three letters long

Perched on top of the mountain

I'm trying to climb

She shows up at the worst time

Which is 

Pretty much all the time

She won't leave me alone

So touch it once

Touch it twice

You may be pretty

But you don't sound nice

Obsessively keeping me guessing

With all of my might

But I'm always wrong

You're always right

At the worst time

You pick a fight

Pulling me further away

From the me the I know

So I say hey yo

You wanna go

It's not like you give me a choice

'Cause your voice is much louder than my own

So go ahead

Get in my bed

Since you won't leave me alone

Just keep on keeping me

Constantly clutching the heaviest stone

I've got a girlfriend

And she's three letters strong

I can deny it

But she's been with me all along

Defenses are useless

And reason is fruitless

When she's blinded me

Why bother fighting at all

So touch it once

Touch it twice

You may be pretty

But you don't play nice

Compulsively keeping me

Guessing with all of my might

But I'm always wrong

You're always right

At the worst time

You pick a fight

Pulling me further away

From the me the I know

So I say hey yo

You wanna go

It's not like you give me a choice

'Cause your voice is much louder than my own

So go ahead

Get in my bed

Since you won't leave me alone

Just keep on keeping me

Constantly clutching the heaviest stone

The thing that makes you feel small

Is a thing you can’t even see

Cause what fills me with dread

Is her voice in my head

And how she just won’t let me be

Slowly she’s breaking me down

But the secret that nobody knows

Is that my biggest fear is somebody near

Will catch me caught up in her throes

So touch it once

Touch it twice

You may be pretty

But you don't play nice

Disorder recorder

Is constantly keeping the score

But I'm always wrong

You're always right

At the worst time

You pick a fucking fight

Pulling me further away

From the me the I know

So I say hey yo

You wanna go

It's not like you give me a choice

'Cause your voice is much louder than my own

So go ahead

Get in my bed

Since you won't leave me alone

Just keep on keeping me

Constantly clutching the heaviest stone

Constantly keeping me

Clutching the heaviest stone